Administration vs. Play

Conversations With Artists and Myself
KIS.list, September 2002, Volume 28


So, the KIS.list has been around for a year. I'd like to thank everyone for their enthusiastic response to the list. I didn't know what I was doing when I started the list, and to a certain extent, I still don't. But I know - due to your emails of support and gratitude - that whatever I'm doing means something to you. I am thrilled to be able to create a space for the discussion of the development of art, the struggles of the artist, the spirit of human beings. The things I talk about on the KIS.list are conversations that fascinate me, and it is immensely gratifying that so many of you find satisfaction in them too. Thank you.

I'm going to close out the Acceptance/Rejection O'Meter for 8/01-8/02 and start a new one for 9/02-9/03. I've been torn about whether or not to mention the new major change in my life because I don't intend for this to be a personal space. A lot of people view the KIS.list as a diary, while I don't view it that way at all. The conversations I have here are intimate, but they are not about my personal life, they are about my writing life and sometimes about traveling and other art forms. I'm not interested in turning this into a personal space, but in reference to the rate at which I will be submitting work in the future and the regularity of the KIS.list in its second year, I will say that I am becoming a mother this month. Due to this life change, I am not sure how rigorous I will be able to be, especially during the first few months, about maintaining the list. I will certainly be submitting less work for publication, and will probably be a bit more erratic with the KIS.list. The list will continue, though I am not sure exactly when it will resume and with what frequency.

No acceptances or rejections this month.

Kiini's Rate of Acceptance/Rejection for August 2001 - August 2002
Publications: Acceptances = 6; Rejections = 6
Grants/Fellowships: Acceptances = 0; Rejections = 1
Residencies/Workshops: Acceptances = 0; Rejections = 4

  
KIINI'S ACCEPTANCE/REJECTION O'METER: September 2002 - present
Acceptances: publications: 0, grants/fellowships: 0, residencies/workshops: 0
Rejections: publications: 0, grants/fellowships: 0, residencies/workshops: 0
KIINI'S ACCEPTANCE/REJECTION O'METER: September 2002 - present

I was talking to my father recently about a video program he teaches to New Orleans public high school students. One of the program's administrators had to relocate at the last minute, so my father stepped in as administrator. I asked him how administrating was going and he said it was fine, but it definitely took away from his teaching. Whereas before he was constantly thinking about the teaching component of the program, now his mind is occupied with paperwork and scheduling and other administrative matters. Suddenly it became clear to me that the word "administration" is a perfect word to encapsulate all that we adults have to do to survive in the world. And the concept of the administrative position pulling away from my father's focus on teaching is the perfect example of the tension between art and survival.

I was walking to work recently with a graphic designer and we were, as usual discussing the burden of 9-5. He had been a freelancer in the past, and he said he feels the tragedy of a full-time position is that it sucks all the adventure and enjoyment of life. It diminishes the opportunity to ask "what am I going to do today?" We talked about what would be an ideal balance between work and play. He said he thought three days a week was good. That gave him three days to handle the workplace‹financial administration‹and enough off time to handle housework‹personal administration, and still have enough mental space and empty moments in which to maintain a sense of wonder and surprise in life. As we go about working our jobs, building our careers, acquiring homes and cars, there is an important question to ask: how do I want to spend my days? What is my ideal balance of administration and play? What possessions, obligations or lifestyle choices do I have to alter or obliterate to free me up to make better administrative choices?

A writer friend wrote in to our writing group complaining about her job. "I hate my job, I want to quit," she wrote. "What do I do?" She got a very detailed response from one of the group members who had recently quit her job and is currently in grad school. In addition to suggesting exactly how the writer could plan to quit her job, the group member made specific suggestions for how the writer could go about improving her job in the meantime. One of the group member's suggestions was not taking on extra obligations. When she examined her schedule, the writer discovered that she was on approximately 8 committees, advisor to another and volunteered with a choir. "Maybe you don't hate your job," someone else in the group wrote in. "Maybe you hate all your extracurricular activities."
So often, we are not even aware of the real culprits eating our time and pulling us away from our play/art. The writer soon wrote in to say she quit four committees and the choir, and in the process remembered a few more extracurricular activities she was involved in. Freeing yourself from superfluous activities not only liberates time, but it frees up valuable headspace. Mental clutter can be just as limiting as no time. Art/play demands a balance of energy and attention.

I remember talking to a family friend about my ideal idea. At the time it was eating breakfast, writing for three or four hours, having lunch with friends, returning home to paint, then hanging out for dinner and evening activities. She said she had never thought about how she would ideally like to spend her days. When she did start creating her perfect day, she instantly realized she'd have to disappear a certain chunk of debt to be free enough to make less money and spend her time as she pleases. In other words, she instantly realized the need to adjust her administrative weight to deepen her space/opportunity for play.

When I think about it, I think this whole administration vs. play tension can be used to evaluate all types of relationships. Most certainly, the relationship between the artist and art, but also in personal relationships as well. The relationship of a homeowner and a home. In any relationship, if you are spending more time administrating‹negotiating, fighting, struggling, fixing, altering‹than you are simply enjoying the presence of that person or object in your life, then something's out of whack. Certainly every relationship requires some administration, but what is the perfect amount. How much of your energy are you willing to spend administrating? This is the constant question of the artist, and I dare say, this is one of the central questions each person has to resolve in life itself.

Be well. Be love(d).
Kiini Ibura Salaam

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As I was reading COLONIZE THIS! the book of women of color on today's feminism in which I was recently anthologized, I noticed the number of times THIS BRIDEGE CALLED MY BACK was mentioned. While I remember the book's title and may even have flipped through it, I don't remember reading it. But what the many references to the title assured me, this book was groundbreaking not only for feminism or for women of color, but in the transformation or sustenance of personal lives. A follow up book - THIS BRIDGE WE CALL HOME - is soon to be released and there is a gathering to celebrate this release, see below.

Dear Friends:
The anthology This Bridge Called My Back edited by Cherrie Moraga and Gloria Anzaldua opened doors, influenced movements, and inspired thousands of people in activist, feminist, academic, and artistic  worlds.
The new book to be released in September 2002, This Bridge We Call Home: Radical Visions for Transformation edited by AnaLouise Keating and Gloria Anzaldua, examines the impact of radical feminist of color visions on a generation.  Join us to reflect upon and to celebrate the legacy of radical women of color in a multi-genre event on Saturday, October 26. From 5:30 to 7:30 p.m. we will gather at the Audre Lorde Project in Fort Greene, Brooklyn for reflections, readings, artwork, and performances.
Join Cheryl Clarke, Mirtha Quintanales, Daisy Hernandez, Bushra Rehman, Nathalie Handal, Chitra Ganesh, Imani Uzuri, Sarah Husain, David Sparks and other performers, writers, and artists.
Please spread the word, and bring your friends and family.  We hope to see you on October 26.

ALSO:

U.S. MEDIA BLACKOUT (long)
By Kate Randall
 
 
Massacre in Mazar, a documentary by Irish director Jamie Doran, was screened last week beforeselect audiences in Europe. The film documents events following the
November 21, 2001 fall of Konduz, the Taliban's last stronghold in northern Afghanistan. [See: Afghan war documentary charges US with mass killings ]
 
The film presents powerful testimony from Afghan witnesses that US troops collaborated in the torture and killings of thousands of Taliban prisoners near Mazar-i-Sharif. The film, which has prompted demands for an international commission of inquiry on war crimes in Afghanistan, received widespread coverage in the European press, with major stories in the Guardian, Le Monde, Suddeutsche Zeitung, Die Welt and other papers.
 
This major story, however, has received virtually no coverage in US newspapers or on network or cable television. Aside from stories on some alternative Internet publications, and a June 16 article on Salon.com, the story has been essentially blacked out in the US.
 
 
An Afghan man lifts the head of a child who along with 11 other civilians died during US air raids in Kabul on October 28, 2001, witnesses said a man and his seven children were killed when a bomb crashed through their home. (AP photo)
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A search for news about the documentary in the major dailies including the New York Times, the Washington Post, the Los Angeles Times, the Chicago Tribune, the Boston Globe and the Miami Herald turned up empty. Web sites for ABC, NBC, CBS, Fox News and CNN have likewise carried nothing on the film.
 
Repeated telephone calls by the WSWS to these news sources, inquiring why they have failed to cover the story, went unanswered. How is possible that not a single major US media outlet chose to cover such an important news event? There is no innocent or journalistic explanation.
 
This wholesale political censorship cannot be justified on the basis that Massacre in Mazar or the events it depicts are not newsworthy. The two screenings of the documentary in Germany prompted calls by a number of European parliamentary deputies and human rights advocates for an independent investigation into the atrocities exposed by the film. Calling for an inquiry, prominent human rights lawyer Andrew McEntee commented it was clear there is prima facie evidence of serious war crimes committed not just under international law, but also under the laws of the United States itself.
 
The film includes scenes of the aftermath of the massacre of hundreds of Taliban fighters who were taken prisoner outside Mazar-i-Sharif, at the Qala-i-Jangi prison, showing captured troops who were apparently shot with their hands tied. The filmmaker also interviewed eyewitnesses, who describe the torture and slaughter of 3,000 prisoners, who were allegedly driven to a desert area and massacred. These witnesses who were not paid have offered to provide testimony before any independent investigation into the events.
 
The film footage is so damning that both the Pentagon and the US State Department were compelled within days to issued statements denying the allegations of US complicity in the torture and murder of POWs, which are powerfully pointed to by the film. If the US government is so concerned over the implications of what the documentary exposes, why has the US media chosen not to report on it?
 
Since September 11, this same print and broadcast media has consistently toed the Bush administration s propaganda line; and there has been no shortage of coverage on the Afghan war. The government s flouting of international law and the Geneva Conventions in the treatment of Afghan war prisoners at the Guantanamo Bay naval base in Cuba and proposals for secret military tribunals have gone virtually unchallenged. Assaults on the democratic rights of both immigrants and citizens including secret detentions and suppression of protests have been reported as legitimate aspects of the government s war on terrorism.
 
One topic that has received short shrift in the American press is the civilian death toll in the US air raids in Afghanistan, which human rights advocates estimate at more than 3,500, not including the thousands facing death from starvation and displacement.
 
The well-known motto of the New York Times, All the news that's fit to print, increasingly masks a practice by that newspaper and all the media of choosing to print only that which fits the war propaganda needs of the Pentagon and the White House.
 
The refusal of the press to report on the charges of US complicity in the torture and mass killings in Afghanistan shown in Massacre in Mazar or even to acknowledge the existence of the film serves one purpose: to keep the American people in the dark about the Bush administration's military actions and human rights violations.
 
The media's silence makes it complicit in what are horrific war crimes. It also provides an even more sinister service to the Bush administration. Filmmaker Jamie Doran decided to release a rough cut of his documentary before final editing because he feared Afghan forces were preparing to destroy evidence of the mass killings, scattering the remains of the victims. Self-censorship by the US media only facilitates such a grisly cover-up.
 
 
 
 
Afghan war documentary charges US with mass killings of POWs
Showings in Europe spark demands for war crimes probe
 
By Stefan Steinberg
17 June 2002
  
A documentary film, Massacre in Mazar, by Irish director Jamie Doran, was shown to selected audiences in Europe last week, provoking demands for an international inquiry into US war crimes in Afghanistan.
 
The film alleges that American troops collaborated in the torture of POWs and the killing of thousands of captured Taliban soldiers near the town of Mazar-i-Sharif. It documents events following the November 21, 2001 fall of Konduz, the Taliban s last stronghold in northern Afghanistan.
 
The film was shown in Berlin by the PDS (Party of Democratic Socialism) parliamentary fraction to members of the German parliament on June 12. The following day it was shown to deputies and members of the press at the European parliament in Strasbourg.
 
After seeing the film, French Euro MP Francis Wurtz, a member of the United Left fraction that organised the showing, said he would call for an urgent debate on the issues raised in the film at the next session of the European parliament in July. A number of other deputies in the European parliament called on the International Committee of the Red Cross to carry out an independent investigation into the allegations raised in the film.
 
Leading international human rights lawyer Andrew McEntee, who was present at the special screening in Berlin, said it was clear there is prima facie evidence of serious war crimes committed not just under international law, but also under the laws of the United States itself.
 
McEntee called for an independent investigation. No functioning criminal justice system can choose to ignore this evidence, he said.
 
The Pentagon issued a statement June 13 denying the allegations of US complicity in the torture and murder of POWs, and the US State Department followed suit with a formal denial on June 14.
 
Doran, an award-winning independent filmmaker, whose documentaries have been seen in over 35 countries, said he decided to release a rough cut of his account of war crimes because he feared Afghan forces were about to cover up the evidence of mass killings. It s absolutely essential that the site of the mass grave is protected, Doran told United Press International after the screening in Strasbourg. Otherwise the evidence will disappear.
 
Doran's call for the preservation of evidence was echoed by the Boston- based Physicians for Human Rights, which issued a statement June 14 urging that immediate steps be taken to safeguard the gravesite of the alleged victims near Mazar-i-Sharif.
 
Late last year Doran shot footage of the aftermath of the massacre of hundreds of captured Taliban troops at the Qala-i-Janghi prison fortress outside of Mazar-i-Sharif. His film clips, showing prisoners who had apparently been shot with their hands tied, ignited an international outcry over the conduct of American special operations forces and their Northern Alliance allies.
 
Doran s new film includes interviews with eyewitnesses to torture and the slaughter of some 3,000 POWs. It also contains footage of the desert scene where the alleged massacre took place. Skulls, clothing and limbs still protrude from the mound of sand, more than six months after the event.
 
The film has received widespread coverage in the European press, with articles featured in some of the main French and German newspapers (Le Monde, Suddeutsche Zeitung, Die Welt). Jamie Doran has also given interviews to two of the main German television companies.
 
While the documentary has become a major news story in Europe, it has been virtually blacked out by the American media. The UPI released a dispatch on the screenings last week, yet the existence of the film has not even been reported by such leading newspapers as the New York Times, the Los Angeles Times and the Washington Post. The film and its allegations of US war crimes have been similarly suppressed by the television networks and cable news channels.
 
This reporter was able to view the 20-minute-long documentary in Berlin. In the course of the film a series of witnesses appear and testify that American military forces participated in the armed assault and killing of several hundred Taliban prisoners in the Qala-i-Janghi fortress. Witnesses also allege that, following the events at Qala-i-Janghi, the American army command was complicit in the killing and disposal of a further 3,000 prisoners, out of a total of 8,000 who surrendered after the battle of Konduz.
 
Afghan witnesses who speak of these atrocities are not identified by name, but, according to the director, all those testifying in the film are willing to give their names and appear before an international tribunal to investigate the events of the end of last November and beginning of December.
 
In Doran s film, Amir Jahn, an ally of Northern Alliance leader General Rashid Dostum, states that the Islamic soldiers who surrendered at Konduz did so only on the condition that their lives would be spared. Some 470 captives were incarcerated in Qala-i-Janghi. The remaining 7,500 were sent to another prison at Kala-i-Zein.
 
Following a revolt by a number of the prisoners in Qala-i-Janghi, the fortress was subjected to a massive barrage from the air as well as the ground by American troops. The atrocities inside Qala-i-Janghi are confirmed in the film by the head of the regional Red Cross, Simon Brookes, who visited the fort shortly after the massacre. He investigated the area and found bodies, many with their faces twisted in agony.
 
The American Taliban supporter John Walker Lindh was one of 86 Taliban fighters who were able to survive the massacre by hiding in tunnels beneath the fort . In one chilling scene in the film, we witness actual footage, secretly shot, of the interrogation of Lindh. We see him kneeling in the desert, in front of a long row of captive Afghans, being interrogated by two CIA officers. The officer leading the interrogation is heard to say: But the problem is he needs to decide if he lives or dies. If he does not want to die here, he is going to die here, because we are going to leave him here and he s going to stay in prison for the rest of his life.
 
Massacre in Mazar then goes to describe the treatment meted out to the remaining thousands of captives who had surrendered to the Northern Alliance and American troops. A further 3,000 prisoners were separated out from the total of 8,000 who had surrendered, and were transported to a prison compound in the town of Shibarghan.
 
They were shipped to Shibarghan in closed containers, lacking any ventilation. Local Afghan truck drivers were commandeered to transport between 200 and 300 prisoners in each container. One of the drivers participating in the convoy relates that an average of between 150 and 160 died in each container in the course of the trip.
 
An Afghan soldier who accompanied the convoy said he was ordered by an American commander to fire shots into the containers to provide air, although he knew that he would certainly hit those inside. An Afghan taxi driver reports seeing a number of containers with blood streaming from their floors.
 
Another witness relates that many of the 3,000 prisoners were not combatants, and some had been arrested by US soldiers and their allies and added to the group for the mere crime of speaking Pashto, a local dialect. Afghan soldiers testify that upon arriving at the prison camp at Shibarghan, surviving POWs were subjected to torture and a number were arbitrarily killed by American troops.
 
One Afghan, shown in battle fatigues, says of the treatment of prisoners in the Shibarghan camp: I was a witness when an American soldier broke one prisoner s neck and poured acid on others. The Americans did whatever they wanted. We had no power to stop them.
 
Another Afghan soldier states, They cut off fingers, they cut tongues, they cut their hair and cut their beards. Sometimes they did it for pleasure; they took the prisoners outside and beat them up and then returned them to the prison. But sometimes they were never returned and they disappeared, the prisoner disappeared. I was there.
 
Another Afghan witness alleges that, in order to avoid detection by satellite cameras, American officers demanded the drivers take their containers full of dead and living victims to a spot in the desert and dump them. Two of the Afghan civilian truck drivers confirm that they witnessed the dumping of an estimated 3,000 prisoners in the desert.
 
According to one of the drivers, while 30 to 40 American soldiers stood by, those prisoners still living were shot and left in the desert to be eaten by dogs. The final harrowing scenes of the film feature a panorama of bones, skulls and pieces of clothing littering the desert.
 
See Also:
More evidence of US war crimes in Afghanistan: Taliban POWs suffocated
inside cargo containers
[13 December 2001]
The Geneva Convention and the US massacre of POWs in Afghanistan
[7 December 2001]
After US massacre of Taliban POWs: the stench of death and more media
lies
[29 November 2001]
US atrocity against Taliban POWs: Whatever happened to the Geneva
Convention?
[28 November 2001]
US war crime in Afghanistan: Hundreds of prisoners of war slaughtered at
Mazar-i-Sharif
[27 November 2001]
US war crime at Mazar-i-Sharif prison: new videotape evidence
[11 December 2001]
Thousands of POWs held in appalling conditions in Afghanistan
[8 January 2002]
 
Readers: The WSWS invites your comments. Please send e-mail.
 
 
Interview with Jamie Doran, director of Massacre at Mazar

By Stefan Steinberg
17 June 2002
 
Jamie Doran is an award-winning documentary filmmaker who has been producing films for the past 22 years. He spent seven years working for the BBC before establishing his own independent television company. He has spent much of the last eight months working in Afghanistan on film projects. The WSWS conducted this interview with Doran on June 14.
 
WSWS: You deal briefly with the events in the fort of Qala-i-Janghi, but the main part of your film concentrates on the fate of all 8,000 fighters who surrendered to American forces in Konduz.
 
JD: That s right. 8,000 surrendered to Amir Jahn, who negotiated the surrender deal. In the film he says he counted the prisoners one by one, and there were 8,000 of them. 470 went to Qala-i-Janghi. The assumption is that seven-and-a-half-thousand went from Qala-i-Janghi to Sheberghan, and the result of that transport was that, according to his words, Just 3,015 are left. Where are the rest?
 
WSWS: What happened to the surviving 3,015? Have they been set free?
 
JD: No, most of them are still there in prison. They are letting some of them go, but the majority are still in detention.
 
WSWS: Regarding the US involvement in what took place, could I ask about the witnesses who appear in the film?
 
JD: Three members of the Afghan military appear in the film, two ordinary soldiers and one general. Then there is one taxi diver who witnessed three containers with blood pouring from them. He said his hair stood on end and that it was horrific. Then two of the truck drivers testify who were forced to take the containers into the desert. Based on the statements of the witnesses, the total number of those transported was at the very least 1,500, but more likely the total is up to 3,000.
 
WSWS: Is there any other evidence, apart from the testimony of these witnesses, on the involvement of the American military in the deaths of these 3,000 prisoners?
 
JD: Absolutely not. The reason the story has been released early is that I received a warning from Mazar-i-Sharif that the graves in the desert were being tampered with. All the evidence is in the graves, and it is essential that those graves are not touched!
 
WSWS: Do you know who was tampering with them?
 
JD: Yes I do, but I am not saying. What I am saying is that everyone is innocent until proven guilty, and the genuinely innocent have nothing to fear from an independent inquiry. So the Afghans and Americans involved in this have nothing to fear from an independent inquiry, if they are innocent. I am sure they can have no objections to such an inquiry.
 
WSWS: In your opinion, in such an operation involving the transportation and elimination of up to 3,000 people, is it possible that the American troops did not have knowledge or give their consent?
 
JD: You want my opinion? My answer is no. One hundred and fifty Americans soldiers were present at Sheberghan prison. That does not include CIA personnel. In my opinion, it would be highly unlikely that they could remain unaware of something taking place of such magnitude.
 
WSWS: In your opinion, how high up in the US army chain of command does complicity in these events extend?
 
JD: I repeat. When you have 150 American soldiers and a number of CIA personnel in the vicinity of Sheberghan prison, it would be extremely strange if they did not have knowledge of these atrocities taking place.
 
WSWS: In the film, witnesses say that American military personnel were involved in the torture and shooting of Afghan prisoners.
 
JD: In the film, accusations are made that torture was carried out by American soldiers, but the major accusation in terms of the numbers involved is that an American officer told one of the witnesses to get the containers out of the town of Sheberghan before satellite pictures could be taken. Also, one of the drivers talked of 30 to 40 American soldiers being present at the location of the murder and burial of survivors in the desert.
 
WSWS: Is there any evidence to point to the participation of American soldiers in shooting victims in the desert?
 
JD: I have absolutely no evidence that American troops were involved in the shooting that took place in the desert. At the same time, there are other witnesses to the mass grave in the desert. There are human rights activists who found the mass grave in the desert even before me, and they now describe my film as the missing link. They found the grave and, under the auspices of the UN, dug up a small section of earth containing 15 bodies. They estimate that in that one section of the desert there were about a thousand bodies. They too are calling for the grave to be protected, because at the moment it is being protected by no one. So the evidence can be easily tampered with.
 
WSWS: Based on the evidence of your film, what are you calling for?
 
JD: I am a journalist. I do not make calls. What I am saying is that evidence must be protected. It is essential that the grave is protected until an international inquiry can be carried out.
 
WSWS: What has been the reaction to your film?
 
JD: It has been incredible. I have had worldwide inquiries. There has even been interest in America. It has been astonishing. I have had inquires from South Africa, Australia, as well as every country in Europe.
 
WSWS: What are your plans for showing the film to a wider audience?
 
JD: As you know, this is a short film that I have released in order to prevent the graves being damaged. The main film will be finished in about five to six weeks, and will carry greater implications against the people involved.
 
WSWS: Could you say something about the risks involved in shooting your film?
 
JD: I was working as an independent journalist in Afghanistan that says everything. I do not give a damn about my own position, but I am concerned about my journalists there and, in particular, I am concerned about the witnesses who risked everything to appear in the film. They had no reason to give these interviews. It has put them in great danger. None of them received a single cent for their contributions. I repeat that they received absolutely no payment for their appearance in the film and have only, in fact, put themselves in extreme danger. It is urgent that immediate action is taken to protect the graves, protect the evidence. The innocent have nothing to fear.
 
See Also:
Afghan war documentary charges US with mass killings of POWs
Showings in Europe spark demands for war crimes probe
[17 June 2002]
 
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